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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
Monday, November 16, 2009

18 ALREADY LO!!!


i would like to thank my friends for coming to my party
those wishes of happy birthday
those people who took care of me


would especially love to thank fel and ika and timothy for being the mama of the house HAHA


and babyboy for entertaining all my guests!


and will upload the photos soon(:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!


oh and
LOVE TO THE 3 BROS THAT TOH-ED WITH ME


JADE,JACH,JAKE


Scars.
Thursday, November 12, 2009

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion is in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tear my heart open, I sow myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel


:)
Wednesday, November 11, 2009





this week's so far been a good week(:
last sunday went to suntan with babybro(:
interesting experience(:
we're gonna go do it again sometime soon i guess(:

monday cousin called me!(:
very interesting surprise
went down to his workplace pub,
took train with jason till orchard
slept in the train for awhileeeee~
met cousin and was sooooo happy to see him.
saw aunty there also
cuzzie treated me to drink(:
mccallen one cup,
opened martell bottle for me,
one cup of gin + 100plus
one cup of illusion
one cup of kamikaze
quite and experience that day
tasted quite a few new things.
thanks cuZ!

tuesday was suppose to find cuz again
but feroz came down Parc oasis to drink,
since he cant book out for my birthday cause of guard duty
decided to go down and find them instead,
met kid!!! and francis and the gf
long time never see them(: met some new friends
amanda came down!
long time never see that girl also,
poor girl i hope she did find her phone :\
went down freakin 3 black label sitting on the table,
baby fetched me from school first then went down to drink also(:
catch up alot on them
made new friends(:
missing those drinking sessions(:
drank till like 12am plus
went homee~~ baby sent me home!~

today going down cuz's place again to drink i think
must train for birthday
if not
TOH!(:


birthday
Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Suddenly i'm like damn afraid for my birthday
cause i know everyone's gonna make me drink
and i'm so gonna toh.
People please help me drink(:
let me list the people who should help me drink(:

1st: EDWIN TEO KIAN HWEE
2nd: EUGENE CHEN YONG JING
3rd: JADE CHUA MEILING(:
4th: IKA
5th: EDWARD TEO
6th: VANNESA SIM LIQING
7th: JACH CHUA
8th: EVERARD
9th: FABIAN
10th: YUVA

or if the drinking clique is coming then it'll be

1st: EDWIN TEO KIAN HWEE
2nd: EUGENE CHEN YONG JING
3rd: JASON [QUEENS]
4th: FEROZ
5th: REZAL
6th: JADE CHUA MEILING(:
7th: IKA
8th: JACH CHUA
9th: ZHANG HUIJIA
10th: JASON.POA

i've just realise if all the people who confirmed with me that are coming asks me to drink a cup each,
that'll make up 57 cups.
since i have ten people
it'll be approx 6 cups each rounded up,
so i wont die(:
HEHEHE

people i listed above(:
thanks for helping me die(:
 HAHAHAHA
please?



events
Tuesday, November 3, 2009



Attended babybro's birthday(:
18 looo!!
i know abit late to post and say about this but been busy (:
me and ika zhao-ed school to go meet them before her driving starts,
so she went to cut hair with me at my usual place(:
she loved her hair and my hair,
vice versa(:
they waited for me for quite long soooo...
when we reached there then i had to carry the ultimate heavy thingy.
after that all of em' headed over to my house area,
ika followed me to take the icebox and clean up some stuff to bring to the bbq,
after we were done,
all of us had to chase the bus,
then ika went for driving, while
me and babybro and jach went to sheng shiong to buy the bbq food and stuff.
nearly died walking back to west coast park bbq pit with all the nonsense,
 we wanted to die seriously.
but we made it by encouraging each other on!
finally reached,
i set up the fire and cut my hand while breaking the charcoal.
just when i set up the fire nicely,
IT HAD TO RAIN!
so i took the aluminium tray and cover the the fire while
babybro, fel and jach cooked the food(:
jach helped with the fire stuffs(:
we pulled through the heavy rain with the fire surviving, lucky us(:
i said that it was called bonding HAHA.
memorable 18th birthday for babybro.
after that, suet came and she's kinda pretty and really nice,
sociable & a good cook HAHA(:
good new friend to make,
and then huijia and desiree came,
then sek came.
we all were having quite some fun(:
huijia and desiree left first,
then we all were eating then lynn came and help out too(:
after then van-neh-sa came(:
went to fetch her from west coast macs there,
then bbq-ed all night, just nice it rained,
and then we saved the fire to cook the rest of the food,
me and babybro were the only ones protecting the fire this time,
the rest were packing up(:
moved to the underpass(:
urgent and went toilet with fel,
in the heavy rain and we were freezing,
oh yeah baby came to meet us,
and he was high,
talking some rubbish-.-
then he toh-ed-.-
we drank, and sek was acting all funny, swaying side to side talking all funnily
HAHAHA
all of us were laughing our butts off,
suddenly,
all of us damn awake,
and cold.
so we started talking about all sorts of random things,
then home-d(:

baby got sick the following day and i had to take care of him and miss weijun's birthday party!
which i heard was quite awesome,
but i wouldn't go without my baby(:
so took care of him and cook dinner,
took medicine and stuff
next day went to church
met girl for lunch(:
played pool and treated her to ice cream!
since she absolute adores ice cream so much.
we just started talking and talking
then sent her home before heading over to baby's house.
oh yah, my phone screen spoilt that day tyvm.

fell sick that day too-.-
baby passed his virus to me.
SADLY.
went to school monday again,
zhao-ed AGAIN with ika,
then baby came to fetch me cause MO gave him MC.
ika had to go home and await the nurse to go to her house.
while me and baby hung out at coffeeshop(:
after that went baby's house
and i had fever again-.-
37.9
ate panadol,
and we slept like a pig from 3pm - 8pm like that.
cleaned out his closet(:
LOOKS ULTI-NEAT(:
proud of him,
then went out to eat,
i felt sick and weak again, so baby sent me home,
hahah kept whining to him but luckily baby's really patient with me.
i hope this saturday morning or what me babybro, girl, fel, jach, khai can go sentosa(:
probably ika too if she's free(:

upload 2 of the bbq photos some other day(:



Attention Seeker.




Dedicated to all my Bros,
good friends,
 & especially my Babyboy


Song Of The Day:
Because You Live
Jesse Mccartney  


Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
Somewhere
I couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killed inside
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone
Who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl[You live]
My world[my world] has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live

Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world[my world] has twice as many stars in the sky


Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world[my world] has everything I need to survive


Because you live... I live... I live...











lovestory.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009




Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurts so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now (sigh)
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart will make our love grow stronger
But it hurts so bad I can't take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do
I wanna grow old with you


I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do
I wanna grow old with you



lol
Friday, October 23, 2009

i read my post below today
and i realised its damn bloody emo can
LOL
then people will get the wrong idea.
hahahah anyway to the post belowww
i just wanted to post it for fun(:
i realised my blog didnt have enough emo,
and i wanted it to sound cool
HAHAHAH
i know i damn ass(:

anyway,
liqing you promise me last night to make me sushi and salmon pasta!

im posting it here incase i forget(:
and yes not forgetting the swensen's ice cream buffet next time(:
dont understand why ice cream and girls are best friends -.-

loving every moment of my life(:
though a few missing pieces.
i'll try to make do(:

1 more month ya'll!


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